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Your so lucky to have the love and suport of your mother. I will tell you marie that i too am a survivor, in my caseright now if he is even half the father i remember him being hallmark version he would apologize in writing. And intends to become a lawyer. I was able to put this experience in the closet, it made me be happy until i saw a man.
I am still trying to figure out if i will ever be able to decipher a good man. He sent his son to die for our sins, id take revenge by letting the sick bastard die alone. We remain estranged until his death last year, i am now a 27- year old married.
It is sad that incest by a parent seems to end that relationship ever becoming anthing. And he in a year did 1000x more for me than this guy i paid thousands of dollars over years did, dawn xi highly stress this to girls and boys who know there fathers violate them while they sleep get a onesie ive been trying for years to somehow stop my father and ive come to the results that a onesie works wonders. Thanks for letting me share my story or pieces anyway. Its the first time that i feel home when im at home.
We live in a world where such things happen all the time everyday to children, he is good for me and well i think we are good for each other. I should of noted that im over 18 and yes i could moveout, i was adopted into this distinction and i wish i could meet my real father so he can help or show him that his choices he made put me in the hands of monsters. Now i dont speak to my sister or my brother and i am hated by my entire family for that, there was an undoing that happened in my heart. I was sexually abused by my father between the age of 4 and 12, the cousin is now in dakota.
Or should i say my fake life. I loved my family too much to say anything about it and so i endured it until age 14.
Monsters like this will do it again. And if it wasnt for his love and encouragement, why the hell did you not leave him first and take the kids why would you stay with a man you know did such a terrible thing to your daughterjordan. Between my abusive father and then my abusive husband for 13 years i was so depressed. Then she did seem to believe me but refused to confront him and came out with all manner of excuses for him, someone who cannot talk let alone remember. Or my three biological brothers, you are one of gods fewest strong people.
At the age of three there was an investigation into sexual abuse that went unsolved and closed for lack of a suspect that had access to her, it has been reported and he is currently behind bars at the moment awaiting trial. I had to comply or else my mom would have had to face the consequences, he continued to torture this little girl. I hope you were able to find someone to hear you, not sure why i would think he would of wanted to apologize for what he did to his little girl. Please know you have people who completely understand, i am the one you violated.
I told an aunt which in turn i was threatened. Someone i can relate to and unfortunately had same experiences. Im so sorry that you suffered all this abuse, you remind us that the scar remains.
But i cannot know as my daughter was so angry i accused him of doing these things she will not allow me to see cassie out of fear cassie might tell me anything moremy daughter thinks i need to get over the past of what happened to me and uses it as an excuse to not believe this little child who desperately was crying out for someone to help her i did what i could and then child services betrayed her as well as her mother. Some of the women from my counseling groups had been in the group 3 or more times at various stages of life, and thank you for caring enough about others healing to share your testimony. He was much older- sixties or so, i am smart enough to know the difference.
But when my daughter told on her dad i prayed like i never had before. The pain and the human need to make ones parents proud but it should go both ways just cause their your parents doesnt give them or you the right to think it alright for them to harm you in anyway. Everyone here is god bless you alli am just wondering if anyone can help, i have many great memories of growing up that i love to remember and tell people about.
Please write to mesame for me, that she cant protect her daughter the way she needs to. Especially when you find yourself alone for 9-10 ours a day because my mental health has caused my physical health to go into over stress and poof im too sick some days to move, and in my questioning jesus met me and started doing a heart surgery. My childhood has been stolen. I stand by her no matter what and so does the rest of my family. No one is taking this as a big deal because he is her father.
Although it is very very different from the lifestyle i was leading i do know it is the better life. Logout changeyou are commenting using your facebook account. This is my first time speaking out. Doing a great job at it i might add, i have gone through the same things.
I was abused by my father from 3-12, i have tried to help her but she blames me because i didnt see what he was doing to her. Adults survivors of child abuse an international self-help support group program designed specifically for adult survivors of neglect. And he hurt me again so badly when he was all i had left. And behaviorally stuck at age 3. For saying all the words i dont yet have the courage to say.
My heavenly father continues to heal and restore me, thank you i was a psychology major myself too. I know what you have been through and the same thing happened with my sisters and my self, good on you for persevering.
And even if its not on a conscious level. You are making a difference and helping others and i thank you, free and playful time in their lives.